I want everything to be the same. I’m not going to use this anymore.

My new tumblr username is linda0ferris

I think I should just tell people I don’t drink anymore, instead of explaining that I’m on a preventative migraine medicine (then explaining my migraine situation), that when combined with alcohol, dramatically increases the side effects. Dehydration, vomiting, blacking out… And yeah yeah that’s normal side effects of alcohol but it takes much less while on the medicine and frankly, it’s not worth me finding out. Plus, I’m on the medicine to prevent migraines, I’d rather not cause one. That kinda sounded like I was complaining, but I wasn’t. Haha. But, is it that weird that a 24 year old is content with drinking a red bull with cranberry juice at the bar?

Anxious & cranky.

Maybe one day I’ll be at the top of the list. Till then, grin & bear it until I explode.

But I am so, so close.

Working a M-F (& every other Sat.) 9-5 (well, 8:30-4:30/6:00) with the inability to take time off without a doctors appointment is getting to me.

Am I odd for saying that a part of me misses retail hours?

It’s my birthday in one week and six days. Though I am turning 24, which is old (but not really) I am really excited. Why? Because I love my birthday. & that is why I will always be a child at heart.

..Among many, many other reasons.

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

I skipped some of the days since I’ve done a lot of them before. & some were lame. This one sounded fun.

1. Lady Gaga- Bad Romance
2. Saosin- Come Close
3. Notorious BIG- Going Back to Cali
4. Blink 182- Feeling This
5. Pink Floyd- Another Brick in the Wall
6. Four Year Strong- Beatdown in the Key of Happy
7. Paramore- Decode
8. Rick Springfield- Jesse’s Girl
9. Brand New- Last Chance to Lose Your Keys
10. B.O.B.- Airplanes

I love trains. Stopping when the train passes by gives me a comfortable, cozy feeling.

Feeling gross.

Went to the gym today and did pretty well! Felt great. But now my tummy kinda hurts. I think it was the protein shake. I’ll have to get used to that. I wish I was the type of person who could just yack & go on with their lives but I hate throwing up and refuse to.

I’m kind of in a daze so I don’t have much more to write about.